Have you ever had a day when it's like you're not really there? Like you're watching yourself doing the things you're doing. Have you ever had a day when nothing seems to be going right? Have you ever felt obligated to smile and laugh for the sake of those around you? You feel like you always have to be the one to bring them up, but if you don't you feel like you're letting them down? Have you ever felt like just fast-forwarding through the day so that you wouldn't have to face your trials? Have you ever just felt like skipping the week? The month? The year? ... Your life? Have you ever just wanted to run away from all your responsibilities? Have you ever wanted just to sit on a cloud and watch, instead of doing it yourself? Have you ever just wanted to fall asleep until the bad stuff was over with, and the sun had finally come out to shine? Have you ever wanted to see GOD's face so that you could ask him why you? Why everything is going wrong for you. Have you ever felt like you have no one to talk to? Have you ever felt betrayed? Alone? Angry? Have you ever felt like no matter how hard you try, there is nothing you can do right, and you can't please the people who are always on your case? Have you ever just wanted to say something to someone's face, but you've been to afraid to? Have you ever felt that if you do the right thing you may end up in trouble? Have you ever had a moment where you just want to take it all back and start over? Have you ever cried because you know you can't??